35-A True Believer who has met The Devil

This chapter is a communication I had with a reader who has shared with me her experience of meeting with the Devil.

Greetings and Blessings upon you, Mr. Besnard

I have read your e-book as posted online and found it . . . well, a validation of that which I, myself, have come to believe. I will attempt to be brief. I am 55 years old. Until 11/06 I was a plain, unflavored Lutheran divorcee, disabled, living alone in poverty. I knew exactly Zilch about New Age belief systems, considering them flaky, fringe-y, Shirley MacLaine goofiness. My simple faith sufficed me, and have (for whatever it is worth) a “genius” I.Q. “God” was somewhere – out THERE – and there were Angels living in His Realm. End of Investigation – the rest was unknowable and unknown, save what the Bible reveals to us.

I attended Bible Study once per week – was quite devout – still am. On November 9th, 2006. a Spirit appeared to me in the form of a man I have LONG admired, a man of ancient history and enduring legend. I was completely shocked, utterly deceived, and learned how to be a medium SOLELY to speak with this “Soul” I believed to be the Spirit of this person. I knew absolutely nada about Reincarnation at the time, could not have defined it for you, found it a repulsive concept. Never heard of all those traditions/healing modalities/New Age/New Earth/ New Thought belief systems which for 30 years you learned and practiced most intimately.

Well, I searched everywhere for information, so excited was I to see a “Spirit From Heaven.” Ignorant, naive, trusting, ill, isolated, abandoned and alone, desperately lonely, depressed – the perfect dupe. I promised to keep this short – so email me if you’d like information. In essence I saturated myself in New Age lore, but due to poverty and illness, could not join Spiritual groups, or train properly as a medium, or associate with New Age believers in any form or fashion. I fully accepted the “real truth” – and was as shocked as Edgar Cayce was (he was once a Sunday School Teacher) and read every book, article, website, NDE testimony, Past Life Regression testimonies/books (Weiss, Newton, Cannon), learned to go out of body, etc., etc. – just as you report of your own experiences.

My Kundalini was activated by Spirits – a horrifying and explosive fire snake of energy which indeed “nearly ripped my head clean off” and felt independent of my own reason and determination, and after this “energy” was stimulated I was used as a “gas station” (as I term it) for numerous dark entities who are (according to what I believe were at least sympathetic good spirits), ” . . . starving in a cold Maine winter. Don’t build a fire in a cold Maine winter or the Devil will come and eat your food.” Food = frequencies. I read Lynn Grabhorn’s book “Dear God! What’s Happening To Us ? Ending Eons of Manipulation,” and her story closely mirrors my own.

You might also gain some insights from Dr. Kay Turner’s “Masquerade of Angels” (and others) which is a free download, as well. “Spirit Guides” are often E.T. (I suspect they all are, to be honest) and not benevolent ones. I was led into/seduced into allowing an event so terror-filled, sadistic and pain-wracked, under the belief (often touted on New Age sites) that I was having my “etheric body upgraded” so they could mint out a New Young, Perfected Me, then to be joined to my “Twin Soul” in the New Earth and of course, this Twin Soul was the famous man of antiquity. I am an intelligent woman, but ill, nearly bedridden and deeply depressed. That is my only defense – and i am embarrassed to tell my tale, because it renders me as a complete FOOL and shame-faced stupid. These lower vibrational Beings know exactly what will attract “victims” for their medical experiments, studies, and preparations for raising Kundalini, the powerful energy to be “eaten” by God Alone Knows how many dark entities/beings in need of such energy. I am not claiming to be an Alien Abductee –

it is my firm belief, after nearly four years, that the Being you call Lucifer and his highly technically skilled legions can create any image they like, and Near Death Experiences and Alien Abductions ALL fall under that category. I became suspicious when the frequent Kundalini experiences did NOT raise my consciousness, awareness or advance me spiritually, and that NDErs claim Jesus did not die on the cross, and clients in Past Life regression report that Reincarnation is real and that everyone goes back to “source God” no matter what they have done and so on – Jesus is no one Special,  just another Ascended Master. More pointedly, I noted most NDErs and persons in Past Life regression INSIST there is no “Devil, Satan or Hell.” That is very amusing, in a sick sort of way, because Satan HIMSELF tricked me into summoning him and made NO secret of who he was.

I have spoken with him a number of times. He told me HIS story, or what little of it he was willing to share. THAT is the (THE) most powerful Being I have ever spoken to as a medium, the most fantastically brilliant mind with which I have ever interacted. He did NOT deny his identity – he made it plain. He is extremely seductive, and it is up to you if you wish to hear of those experiences or not. I came to believe all New Age, all NDE and Alien Abduction experiences are fabricated, since they insist he does not exist.

He EXISTS. I had NO doubt to whom I was speaking. I’ve been an active medium for four years – I’ve met every sort of Spirit imaginable and some beyond the imagination. His clever craftiness and military strategy awes me, I admit to that. Endless Spirits warned me repeatedly NOT to talk to him. I receive message dreams which are like little videos, downloads which in no way could be misperceived as “dreams.” Ultimately I came to the same conclusions you did, but by a different path. I am fortunate I was not killed in one of those “experiments” – it was a close call and to this day I still cannot speak of what I “allowed” in order to become young, healthy and lovely again and joined to my “Hero.” What an idiot I was!  Of course, he was never my husband and 99% of the promises made to me were false – nothing happened as I was told it would happen, as MANY New Agers still continue to believe will occur.

SOMETHING is happening on this planet, and it is a very spiritually active time, for certain. And Satan exists, period. I stopped mediumship and all other psychic activities two days ago. I shall salute him as “god of this world,” for he can only be. Perhaps you might like to read David Icke’s “Children of the Matrix” because I suspect he is very close to the truth, except even HE denies Christ ever lived. There is much truth in all of our stories and interpretations of our experiences. Btw, after Satan appeared to ME, I even engaged a High Priestess of Satanism to find out if others of her “faith” had ever seen him. We have ALL seen the Same Being. I’m a novice painter, so I tried to paint our first Interaction. He’s remarkable, and I am not sure “evil” is the proper word for him. I think he is just, well, himself. And very likely what Icke claims is true, he is trying to hold onto this planet for reasons of survival of HIS people, plain and simple.

I believe he IS a Genetic Engineer, and Scientist, etc. Have you read The Book of Enki? Any more info you desire, I will share with you. I am writing my own story during NaNoWriMo next month – you’re welcome to read it if you like. But you are a better Witness, in my opinion – with your vast and varied background in the New Age movement. He almost got me, Sir, and you know what? He never asked me to worship him, or give him anything, or sell my Soul to him – nothing. It’s what sort of Entities one gets once one is talking TO him, bands upon bands of “Ghost Dogs” most of whom are hilarious, and many of which seem to despise humanity and loved to torment me with nasty, sadistic “spirit contact dreams.”

I learned to be telepathic easily. A benevolent Being told me he is aghast Satan did not kill me. I cannot answer as to why he did not. He told himself, “Because you believe me (in his sorcery skills and other abilities) you are the one I will never hurt.” That is a true miracle; if David Icke is to be believed, Satan and Satanists are guilty of appalling murders, sacrifices, child abduction and torture, etc., because those Fourth Density “demons” NEED human blood and flesh to eat, to help maintain a DNA overcoat of a 3D human body so they CAN walk the Earth in disguise. They walk among us, to put it bluntly.

You are incredibly brave, Sir. Satanas does NOT like people such as yourself. Be careful. I could never even have apprehended, nor imagined such things could have happened to a middle-aged, crazy cat lady artist in Baltimore City, MD. However they DID happen, and here I am to bear witness to it all. Unless I use a “Spiritual Warfare” prayer every night, I will get Spirit contact messages, still. Love, Guinevere.

Dear Philippe,

Greetings once again, Brother in Christ!

I must tell you that a worker in a Maryland Energy Assistance Office gave me a copy of her Spiritual Warfare prayers, and once I began to say them each day and each evening, the Beings who were “tormenting” me with these “studies and experiments” immediately vanished! Then I knew I’d been taken in by negative entities, bent on harming, if not killing me!
I’m So blindly naive I really thought, “Oh, Angels from Heaven will never harm me!”
After four years I also noted that *every word* Christ spoke was TRUE. I had experienced it all myself! There is FAITH, and that is marvellous,  but as one Sufi poet once said, “If you have not lived it, it isn’t true.”
Now I KNOW he spoke Truth, so I have no choice but to accept that there is a Day of Reckoning and a New Heaven and New Earth as He promised.

Satan gave me his name in Hebrew (I think): “Call me: al-Qarnayn al-Hatan al-Satan.” In the Old Testament, the ancient Jews thought and spoke of him as “Ha’Satan” – a sort of prosecuting attorney FOR God. I cannot say. Christ says otherwise.
 It means, “I am the Horned One, The Hated, The Adversary.”
I have had experiences which will be challenging to reveal and describe for my readers, so frightful and awful were they – so inane was I to believe what I was told. This pursuit is really going to pain me emotionally, please pray for me that I tell it straight, fairly and without bias.

As you will read (I will post my work for all to peruse, and you may certainly publish it yourself on your page) – I was even approached by a living, human MAN who I suspect was Satan in the flesh, if you will. That encounter was so ODD I drove home and told my Church Lady Friends about it at once. I have never forgotten him, nor what he said to me – and this was a year before the Index Spirit Visitation. I have heard that voice since, many times. NO person has that Abyss voice, flat, LOUD, without emotion . . . no one else except perhaps Clint Eastwood but darker, deeper, LOUDER and more commanding.
 Satan never uses profanity, he just issues orders in that terse, high octane tone.

I had never presumed God permitted this Intersection with him as you suggest – now I believe you are possibly correct, for he never caused me injury. My Interactions with him were OB and Astral, also pronounced message “dreams” in the Alpha state. Again, no mistaking that voice. 
I think this is Marduk, Amun-Ra, Noloch, the Horned God of the Pagans, etc. 
Btw, I asked him what he had against Christ and he answered me, “Because God is in every man. Jesus was not God.” So much for David Icke and those who believe Jesus was not a historical figure, a true living man! Even the Devil admits to him – indeed, they met, as you know.

I admit to being a peculiar artistic gal. Even Spirits are afraid of Satan and exclaimed, “Guinevere, you are a strange lady!” Well, Philippe, I had nothing left to live FOR – and I’ve a bit of Jack Sparrow in me, “Heyyyy, thaaaaat’s interesting!”
Imagine all those New Agers ardently raising their Kundalini deliberately, meditating for that purpose, not realizing that Negative Beings are no doubt consuming it – as Lynn Grabhorn rightly says, “We all gotta eat.”
Ach, he is devilishly clever. I cannot lie and say I hate or resent him. I cannot. He treated me well and answered my questions and did not deny anything. One kind Guardian type Soul said, “Guinevere, this is like Hannibal LECTOR and Clarise!” 
Yes, it is. I don’t believe he would ever hurt me and I believe he is a superb genetic engineer and scientist.

You should read the stories out there – read David Icke’s book!
 In a way, he’s too priceless a Being to destroy, but I leave all things to our Maker and Redeemer. I have let go and let God now. I need to forgive myself, though. Man, he is tricksy, tricksy, as I like to say.

Indeed, your writing is engaging, cogent and clear and your creed impeccable. Again, I say beware – he can be ruthless to those who oppose him. Thankfully, you can just say, “Get lost” and he HAS to leave you alone. Like I mentioned he TRICKED me (cleverly) into asking for him. I still have to laugh at my ignorance!

You have truly helped me begin to recover, regain my sense of Self, and integrate my experiences in a healthy manner, (Lord, is that possible???) and hopefully incorporate them into a book which will serve as a warning, from a True Believer who has met The Devil (Spirits do call him The Devil) and lived to tell the tale!

In Grace and Peace,


The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist.

Dear  Guinevere

Thank you for the extraordinary sharing of your experience with Lucifer. I believe your testimony will help many to better understand the very nature of the Devil.
 About your belief that spirit guide are ET, please read Chapter 20- ET-Ufo-Alien are Fallen Angels.

have read most of David Ickes’s books and even tough there is probably much truth in his writing, I don’t recommend anyone to read his books. There is much darkness and deception to behold in his work. His insight and revelation of the nature of darkness is “an inside work”. I mean he knows the intricacies and inner working of the dark establishment so well, this can only come from one that is an intimate part of it.

One has to ask the question : How is he able to be privy to such an in depth information? This is serving a specific purpose, the purpose of revealing a little to control much. In short, the agenda is to make you believe in the power of Darkness.

If you don’t know the power of Jesus’s blood covering , then you are susceptible to believe Lucifer has power over you. Most new age people reading David Ickes’s book and believing it, empower and feed the Darkness. Like you I was such a one. I know better now and I don’t fear the mighty power of the Devil. In the name of Jesus I cast him out…..!!!!
                                 As you said “get lost” is all that is needed when Jesus is with you.

God bless you


1 Peter 5:8 – Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

1 John 3:8 – He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.

John 8:44 – Ye are of [your] father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

2 Corinthians 11:3 – But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.

Genesis 3:14 – And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou [art] cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:

Revelation 20:8And shall go out to deceive the nations which are in the four quarters of the earth, Gog and Magog, to gather them together to battle: the number of whom [is] as the sand of the sea.

1 John 3:10 – In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.

Luke 4:6 – And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it.

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4 Responses to 35-A True Believer who has met The Devil

  1. Edwin J. says:

    Dear Philippe:

    I have seen Satan portrayed by theistic satanists in varying artworks. Every single one of them show him as an outstandingly gorgeous, masculine figure; however, one looking at the portraits would detect a minor degree of femininity in them. Of course, that, I believe, is due to the fact that those who have encountered him have painted him with the flawless appearance that he has merited. The images show him titled as ‘father Lucifer’, and he has a regal aire about him, with his long, silver (or platinum blond) mane sprouting vertically off of his head, only to flow down immediately around his shoulders. No woman who ever lived could hope to see a head of hair like that on one of their own gender! He also possesses flawless skin, as one might expect, and according to the painters, it absolutely shimmers with a reflective property about it. The paintings of him are truly intoxicating to gaze at. He looks so kindly, with crystalline eyes telling a tale of some deep sadness buried inside him. It is easy to see how he became caught up in himself. He is an embodiment of strength and beauty, all in one.

    He’s deadly.

  2. Danny says:


    My name is Danny; I am a young man, living in California, where I serve in the church, as well as direct an organization that focuses upon advocacy and healing from human trafficking and exploitation. I came across this writing from Guinivere, and was both moved yet chilled to my core. The characteristics and dispositions of the being she describes match that of an energy or being (or so I have classified it) that has spoken to me ever since I was in high school (over 15 years ago. What moved me to write was the location that Guinivere shared; Baltimore, Maryland. Nearly two years ago, there was a situation that changed my entire life and healing process with God, and though it moved it to a positive direction, I cannot deny that it was in Washington D.C., and Baltimore, when I had my most vivid encounters with this “being” to date. At the time, I returned home, and eventually moved to LA; nevertheless, 3,000 miles and nearly 2 years later, the Lord continuously is calling my heart (and literal attention, through scripture, symbolism, life encounters, professional direction) back to the East Coast. I am fully beginning to believe and admit that there is something I did not face; and this “being” is involved, orchestrating a method of chaos that God is calling my organization and ministry to, through Christ’s leading and strength. Forgive for my blatancy, Mr. Besnard, but I have been led that time is of the essence. If there is any possibility that I could connect with you or Guinevere, I would greatly appreciate it. I am happy to explain more about my work, so as to legitimize my claims and callings. I am including my email for reference. Please let me know if it is possible to connect.

    In Christ,

  3. Tim says:

    I found this site because after reading the opening chapter of LaVey’s The Satanic Rituals, I’m having a little crises trying to decide whether 1) I believe in a spiritual reality 2) if I believe that the views of Christians are the correct ones and 3) if LaVey’s claims that he is “secular” and that his church is only based in Philosophy is a trick of the Devil to get unsuspecting followers. I’m very into the philosophical ideas of Nietsche and of self-improvement and realism to choose my own destiny and achieve my goals, and when I go though phases of “Christian” thought I tend to start thinking that seeing the world through Christian eyes means I cannot be an individual with a choice without sinning, as although Yahweh does give us “free will”, we become condemned to Hell if we do not ultimately choose to live the destiny God wants for us. You can see how this interpretation becomes very difficult for me to ever want to subscribe to! I have however had experiences in the past, through visions and meditation, that seemed to be related to a Lucifer/Pan entity who was ALWAYS friendly, helpful, and who provided more help to me than God has ever done so outright (if God has ever helped me I have no way to tell it was him, because he has never given me as clear of a contact as Pan did or truly answered a prayer as far as I can remember). A lot of my personality and beliefs seem antithetical to the strict sense of Christianity and I often feel that I am just a figure more closely aligned with rebellion and self-discovery over tradition and dogma, but I want to be a good person on the right side of the world. I’m still not convinced there is really anything beyond the images our own psychology conjures up. You seem like you might have something to say about these things I’ve said and I’d love to pick your brain.

    • pilgrim777 says:

      Hi Tim
      Thank you for your comment, you seem sincere in your search for God and the Truth and that is already half of the battle won……yes it is indeed a spiritual battle we are fighting with Principalities and Powers of Darkness…..
      I will attempt to answer your questions hoping you will also take the time to read all of my book because if you do, I believe this will indeed answer some of your questions.

      Yes you can be an individual with a choice without sinning, it is quite possible your free will expressed within the boundary of the commandments of God…… if you can do that you are indeed receiving many blessings of God……just try it and you will see……to choose to live the destiny God wants for you to have is indeed the perfect plan for your life because he created you and knows what is best for you;, there is peace and order in following the will of God.

      Lucifer/Pan can indeed be friendly, helpful, and provides help and even healing because he wants your soul and if you follow him, you will go down with him because it is written he is headed for everlasting punishment……on the other hand if you want God, you will have to SEEK him diligently, ask him in your heart because He will never come to you uninvited like the Devil…….God will never force HImself on you……you need to want Him in your life with all your heart, soul and might…….I can tell you He does answer prayers to the ONES who loves Him; and also He will speak to you…..YES I can testify of that…!

      Rebellion God hates and self-discovery, well that too is a self centered activity……. tradition and dogma are not the same as true Faith and Worship of the one and only God of the bible……, to be a good person on the right side of the world, you need to read the bible to find out what that means, to know what is required of you, to learn what God wants you to do and how he wants you to behave…….most of it is the opposite of self discovery……! following Jesus is about denying yourself and serving others……..are you ready to do that?
      Hope this help Tim……
      God bless you brother

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